2 stories in time

Childhood
Why people would always think that my life is perfect? Haha, actually I, myself envy you guys life. You guys have a freedom that I wished I could have. I was a tomboy before since I was 6. I dont really wear dress, I dont care about my look, I dont play barbie dolls, I dont go cry to my mom and tell her that my neighbour bullied me, I never dream of princess or barbie doll, all I do was playing soccer with boys, my hair was always short, wear shorts, comot face, and forced to read japanese thick novel everyday. Its like, everyday, I would have to finish one thick (500-600 page) japanese novel. My birthday? Of course none of my family members would celebrate mine, that I cried alone all by myself in my bedroom or hiding behind the sofa. Its like, no one would care about me, I was lonely, I was miserable. But that is why I am so individual now, so strong, and I never have the fear of being alone. I changed too much. Maybe my childhood experience made me what I am now. Untung korang ade sweet childhood :) Haha.

Kau
Sebenarnye aku tak suka gila cara kau layan aku. Kau ade kawan baru kau buang aku, kawan baru kau hilang kau datang dekat aku, mase kau susah kau jumpe aku, Aku malas dah nak layan hang. Aku bukan kuli hang. hahahha -,-'' dah lah, jangan pura2 lah yeee. Aku malas nak layan orang. Aku pown aku melambak lagi kawan yang pandai hargai aku. haha-,-"