To grandma ;)

Grandma, hope you could see me baking chocolate cake,
hope you could see me working hard in the kitchen,
hope you know that I am here, missing you so much,
hope you could give me advice,
hope you could tell me stories before I sleep just like the other old days,
I know I am kinda alone now,
without you by my side,
But I know I am strong enough to face all the obstacles,
I promised myself I am not a cry baby anymore,
But still I am.
I will try to be as strong as you,
as beautiful as you,
as cute as you,
as amazing as you,
because I am your cucu kesayangan after all, (you told me that 2 years ago, and my heart go like dup-dap-dup-dap, haha ;P)
You know what,
I will work really hard after all this,
I am really sorry, I didnt do my best on my spm,
Yeah, I never study, but its a good things that I didnt fail or get D or E or G or whatever.
But I know, thats not even me,
I am not that stupid-,-
Ill promise you, one day, I will be a famous person.
not by showing a body of mine to get famous,
or a voice of mine to get famous,
but I want to be famous because of my brain, my personality.
I dont just wanna say it here, but I will catch my dream.
Yes, I will, one day.
Grandma, you just have to wait and see me okay ;)
I will always pray for you.
I believe I can face all this by myself.
I am almost eighteen, grandma! ;)